November 9, 1998 - November 11, 1998

Sorry for not updating last week. I know I promised I would stay on top of this, but I started a 2nd job, and Wednesday was my first day. To make up for my big letdown, I give you a double post this week, one of which happens to be my personal favorite in the whole journal.
-Ryan

November 9, 1998

"Ok, here is the day......hold on. I haven't written in the longest time!!!! Well letme update you. during campe I went out with this really hot girl named Alana. When camp ended we broke up. At camp I gave her her first french kiss!!!! I still talk ot her and her friends call me and tell me to ask her out because she likes me. I am in 8th grade. Katie hates me because she says I'm "GAY". so shes a bitch. i still talk to Kristen, Erin. Thats all. No Justine no Aubrey. I still talk to Alana. Lucien got kicked out of school because his permit expired because he's out of the district. I Regret EVERYTHING I said about every girl in this Diary!!!! Except Alana and Kristen. Justine was fat and so was Aubrey, Jeanine I didn't like at all amd Erom was a mistake. I was DESPERATE!!!! Mpt anymore. I'm smart and I'm not stupid anymore. Oh yeah Erin also. Bye!!!! Oh Yeah....Alana is in 7th grade."


November 11, 1998

"hey, Yesterday I slept over at BLAKE'S house and he moved in that house like 2 months ago and it has an elevator in it!!!! It's so cool!!!! Anyways Blake's mom left the house and so no one was there and so we got seperate blankets and put on the PLAYBOY CHANNEL and we jacked off and we put blankets over us so we couldn't see each other. Then we used Vaseline and I didn't cum because I didn't feel like it and like 30 minutes later his mom came in and we were so lucky that at that moment it was jsut a guy and a girl talking to each other so we were lucky. Blake said it was his first time getting caught. I hate school tomorrow, we didn't have school today because Veteren's day was today. Oh yeah, last MONDAY Ryan at some pot and it was his first time and he said it tasted good and that when he got high he was singing and stuff like that. Well i gotta go to sleep. OH SHIT!!!! I forgot I hae a test tomorrow in SOCIAL STUDIES!!!! SHIT!!!! Bye!!!"

August 1, 1998

August 1, 1998

I am at camp and it is like the 4th day and yesterday are 2 counselors (Todd and Jeff) and the other 10 kids (Brandon, Zack, Ryan, Daniel, another Daniel, Josh, some other kid we call assman, another Ryan, Adam, and Steve) we were all talking about how Zack doesn't do shit with his girlfriend all he does is say "HI" and "Bye" and they just never talk. So today our counselors got PISSED!!!! They were cussing at us like "Every FUCKING 5 MINUTES YOU GUYS ARE ALWAYS FUCKING AROUND!!!!" They went on for like 15 minutes!!!!

July 12, 1998

July 12, 1998

The movie "Small Soldiers" came out 2 days ago. That means it came out July 10. So July 10th I went to the movies with Lucien aAubrey and we went to see a "perfect murder" so we went to go buy the tickets and the cashier at the AMC wouldn't let us buy the ticket because it was RATED "R"!!!! So we asked a guy to buy us the tickets and he did!!!! He gave us the tickets and left. The cashier saw us so she made us refund the tickets. So we saw small soldiers at 7:20pm. So finally we are in the movie and I was rubbing her arm and her fingers and 20 minutes later she starts kissing my neck and up to my cheek and then my ear!!!! So 10 minutes later she does it again and then we start frenching and it ends off with a kiss!!!! Then I put my hand up her bra for like 10 minutes!!!! then we scam again finishing it off with a kiss!!!! Then she starts feeling my dick and shes trying to unloose the belt but she couldn't. So she just felt it on my pants. But I dont know if I wouldof wanted her to jack me off because when a girl jacks you off it makes it seem like your dick is smaller because when they are sucking it they can't suck it all the way because it will touch their throat and they will throw up like belimic people. So they figure it is big!!!! I dont know whatever!!!! And so today (july 12) I went to the Calabasas swimming center and I saw Jennifer and Renne which both have huge tits. So they were looking at my wallet and they took my money and put it in their top!!!! Both of them!!!! But I said no because I was going out with Aubrey. So they give the money back. So i was talking to Aubrey on the phone today and she told me how she doesn't want to loose me and so much of that crab and she was crying all because of Lucien!!!! I can't trust him anymore.